I have all these things in my head. Images. Phrases. Taglines. Specifications. Drawings. Thoughts. People.
All these things keep me up even though I want to be sleeping. Just as it is right now.
I know if I flip over and close my eyes, I would instantly feel better than in my position at the moment.
But yet I persist. If I don't stop then I would just go on the whole night. Working. Formulating.
So many things to do tomorrow, accomplishing them slowly seems to take too long...
I can't wait that long.
I always feel like I don't have enough time. I don't like wasting time.
I don't like waiting for people.
Unless something happens while waiting. Then, its not time wasted.
But that hardly ever happens, so its a waste of time, the whole waiting business.
What am I waiting for now?
Probably some sense to return so I can close this thing, turn over, and get some sleep.
But I know I won't. Coz I'll still be thinking.
Darn. I can never win now, can I?